who is who one is all
3 in one ho ley sh*t
he finally got it
3 in one
u know how i feel
i dont want you to be
so i am
those are so far away
from who i was
i want to return
w/o the arrogance
of yesterday
so many strike
many falsities
laid upon me
how can all this be real
so much my old pal
so much
i kn**
where ive been
i have my own braine somewhere inside
so confused
inside
i kn88 its true
i must have respect
in my thoughts
for all those
without
my head up and down
a bus a motel
a ride str8 tp h
so what is it tha'
that u canot see about how i was and how i once will be
i have great hope
that i shall return to that place
where he stars outstrecth
and i know who i am
i have no excuse for these
----
but u know i am safe
and i dont feeel i could ever be
anything
like
sometimes
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हार्ड way
bird on a wire
seems to sit there for****
he can fly away
some wings
would be needed
however
its a balancing
az\act
hope on a wire
bird on a feather
like a feather in the wind
where will it land
or will it
just keep floating
or will it land in an oil spill
And never be seen
like fallin from the sky
watchin the world go by
get ready cuz u will land
not like a feather
but like when the mist
i fell through seemed to
go a million miles an hoour
i need to be more careful
hurt the one i love
again
i pretend
im so
just
and fair
when i coulda caused a scare
make due w what u got
dont get in trouble w the lot
keep pluggin away
day after day
its all a dream annyway
right
seems to sit there for****
he can fly away
some wings
would be needed
however
its a balancing
az\act
hope on a wire
bird on a feather
like a feather in the wind
where will it land
or will it
just keep floating
or will it land in an oil spill
And never be seen
like fallin from the sky
watchin the world go by
get ready cuz u will land
not like a feather
but like when the mist
i fell through seemed to
go a million miles an hoour
i need to be more careful
hurt the one i love
again
i pretend
im so
just
and fair
when i coulda caused a scare
make due w what u got
dont get in trouble w the lot
keep pluggin away
day after day
its all a dream annyway
right
इन यौर स्नेअकर डिग दीपेर
china norway, may be two goals.
get personal
why do prisons we assume
build themselves
when all we do is wait
for the pain to dicese.
prisons, we create from the
fiber of our character
even when that is so
off the beat and path
like arrows hitting and arrows hitting
does it make a difference
which ones(the same ones)
yeah
who throws
what gets hit
who purposeley (fate)
goes unarringly on ones property
w/o the knowledge of trespass
many shoot and ask questions later
miss ....mistake. looked like he was aimin at me.
but f%$%$$%$ all that
important things lie in others minds
memoried of our recreations
or memories
femininity masculiniy
used subsraact it. karma, not my time.
chance
a bridge
no other way\
but to cross
or swim
or hide in the bushes
where the
beatniks
do all those secret
scummy fishing
for worms
or fish or whatever
\but your missin it
you went yesterday
what stopped you
a car>??
or a human??
those thing'll be dealt with
in your character
the way you paint your
self
pain it sheepish and shy
or afraid
souls
';ll take advantake
and youll ski ur arse into a 3 car pile up
beyond that
moments of imagination, yeah
whats she gonna think yeah
on to somethin
comin w/ nothin
thinkin backwards
more respect the less you have
to lure her
shes smart
you know
waitin for a real soul
to care for her
guys freinds
past actions
invite good spirits
healthy ones
like that talk
w/ such a loss
but so posistive she was
such a small thing to me bu it meant so much
just to be called on to do something for her
other times
i can do it myself
my backwards thinkin
got me thinkin
myself ino the sink
some
?
times.
life freinds
give back
or when they cant they
ask why
or just do what they can
hey aaeent selfish
im here just to let u know
i still and always have cared
maybe those memories you assertain
will be mixed with new chaprers
of light
nevr wanted o give up...but you were strong
didwhat you had to do
if your somewhere and
you may think you can get out
but maybe an anonymous rope
thrown to your aide
'll come someday
cuzz you got someone
who luves yoou
and maybe is special
in anoher dimension
for
just wanted to
not be rudr
like
when that phone hung up
.....
matter
non matter
present
life freinds
know hyself bu show thyself
love'll kick down the doors
and come in
but if its a sin
youll be wonderin whos going to win
some say
your opkay
i bargain with the devil every day
alright
well, wake up
how longs this going to take
that sh&&T
yeah joshing m sh&T
this is]
reakl
and maybne
itllk eventually
rise u up from that
rat cage
and put u on that plain
to karmichit
write publish
do it freinds family laughter
dinner
warm fuzzy
no worries
'u gotto
but u know
optimism
i know u know
i just dont know u kno wi know what yoyu know i know about wehat yopuo fail to see
wish it was mje
no way
but i got a cluer
well seee
get personal
why do prisons we assume
build themselves
when all we do is wait
for the pain to dicese.
prisons, we create from the
fiber of our character
even when that is so
off the beat and path
like arrows hitting and arrows hitting
does it make a difference
which ones(the same ones)
yeah
who throws
what gets hit
who purposeley (fate)
goes unarringly on ones property
w/o the knowledge of trespass
many shoot and ask questions later
miss ....mistake. looked like he was aimin at me.
but f%$%$$%$ all that
important things lie in others minds
memoried of our recreations
or memories
femininity masculiniy
used subsraact it. karma, not my time.
chance
a bridge
no other way\
but to cross
or swim
or hide in the bushes
where the
beatniks
do all those secret
scummy fishing
for worms
or fish or whatever
\but your missin it
you went yesterday
what stopped you
a car>??
or a human??
those thing'll be dealt with
in your character
the way you paint your
self
pain it sheepish and shy
or afraid
souls
';ll take advantake
and youll ski ur arse into a 3 car pile up
beyond that
moments of imagination, yeah
whats she gonna think yeah
on to somethin
comin w/ nothin
thinkin backwards
more respect the less you have
to lure her
shes smart
you know
waitin for a real soul
to care for her
guys freinds
past actions
invite good spirits
healthy ones
like that talk
w/ such a loss
but so posistive she was
such a small thing to me bu it meant so much
just to be called on to do something for her
other times
i can do it myself
my backwards thinkin
got me thinkin
myself ino the sink
some
?
times.
life freinds
give back
or when they cant they
ask why
or just do what they can
hey aaeent selfish
im here just to let u know
i still and always have cared
maybe those memories you assertain
will be mixed with new chaprers
of light
nevr wanted o give up...but you were strong
didwhat you had to do
if your somewhere and
you may think you can get out
but maybe an anonymous rope
thrown to your aide
'll come someday
cuzz you got someone
who luves yoou
and maybe is special
in anoher dimension
for
just wanted to
not be rudr
like
when that phone hung up
.....
matter
non matter
present
life freinds
know hyself bu show thyself
love'll kick down the doors
and come in
but if its a sin
youll be wonderin whos going to win
some say
your opkay
i bargain with the devil every day
alright
well, wake up
how longs this going to take
that sh&&T
yeah joshing m sh&T
this is]
reakl
and maybne
itllk eventually
rise u up from that
rat cage
and put u on that plain
to karmichit
write publish
do it freinds family laughter
dinner
warm fuzzy
no worries
'u gotto
but u know
optimism
i know u know
i just dont know u kno wi know what yoyu know i know about wehat yopuo fail to see
wish it was mje
no way
but i got a cluer
well seee
तो क्नोव नो व्हाट इ मैं
take a a breath. oxygen....rush to my lungs...electric thought thru g kn--- what
whole lottA skitzo feen iac russian to everyone else...
next thing i know Im in a jail a jail cell..pacin down the halls at 4am.....too scared to sit to anxious to not to *((&(&*(*(() to tell the curious fellow you so yawned at.
all the fu's i got...as who i know....ahh what a dream that was
in my bed
i insulted a soldier
in my bed i couldnt
move
in my bed i moved alot
in my bed or in the hall
what to say
do i stay
do i go
whos who
do i walk to the left
or to the right
perspective
is ????
ahh so much i havent a clue
do u>
all o NO
is NO
is the answer
appreciation
no starvation
some lessons
re learned
respect
i must work on
from the beginning
so superficial
i seemed
games were i playing?
were i lying>?
when i told the truth.
is my truth
like your coccoon
not as smart
as my arse
brain
y one
i suppose i hadnt been briefed
no thing cAn prepare
for how a bit of
fear wrapped inside paranoia
mixed with a greater paranoia
As a virus
mutates
as a bug
hidden in the wall
or crawls thru a bathroom stall
can be properly crushed...
healing is so possiblle.
this fear will go....
as it once was without
within me is me.
noone else
it seems
.
prayed id be back to who i know
feel it comin on slow
hope is strong
ger than the wind
i must not
let the animals overtake
mushrooms grow
thats ok
im still here another day
u cant write
but i still can
i heard it all in my head
life is deaR
DEAR TO ME
you are not
who i seem to be
confused
as i am good inside
better than most
i see filth all around
men treating woman
like toast
i hate womanizing
demorilizing
or racist
or any beeing that
is as a vulture
like that friggin bug
i am not
nor will i be
past is past
alot i wish never be
but now is all i have
and my heAD IS STILL
spinning
my body
still not
mind still not
trust is earned
yeah
noone srewed up
virus is out
of your mind
if you think
its in me or im thinking of that
breathe
i kn--w u got
i just wanna land
whole lottA skitzo feen iac russian to everyone else...
next thing i know Im in a jail a jail cell..pacin down the halls at 4am.....too scared to sit to anxious to not to *((&(&*(*(() to tell the curious fellow you so yawned at.
all the fu's i got...as who i know....ahh what a dream that was
in my bed
i insulted a soldier
in my bed i couldnt
move
in my bed i moved alot
in my bed or in the hall
what to say
do i stay
do i go
whos who
do i walk to the left
or to the right
perspective
is ????
ahh so much i havent a clue
do u>
all o NO
is NO
is the answer
appreciation
no starvation
some lessons
re learned
respect
i must work on
from the beginning
so superficial
i seemed
games were i playing?
were i lying>?
when i told the truth.
is my truth
like your coccoon
not as smart
as my arse
brain
y one
i suppose i hadnt been briefed
no thing cAn prepare
for how a bit of
fear wrapped inside paranoia
mixed with a greater paranoia
As a virus
mutates
as a bug
hidden in the wall
or crawls thru a bathroom stall
can be properly crushed...
healing is so possiblle.
this fear will go....
as it once was without
within me is me.
noone else
it seems
.
prayed id be back to who i know
feel it comin on slow
hope is strong
ger than the wind
i must not
let the animals overtake
mushrooms grow
thats ok
im still here another day
u cant write
but i still can
i heard it all in my head
life is deaR
DEAR TO ME
you are not
who i seem to be
confused
as i am good inside
better than most
i see filth all around
men treating woman
like toast
i hate womanizing
demorilizing
or racist
or any beeing that
is as a vulture
like that friggin bug
i am not
nor will i be
past is past
alot i wish never be
but now is all i have
and my heAD IS STILL
spinning
my body
still not
mind still not
trust is earned
yeah
noone srewed up
virus is out
of your mind
if you think
its in me or im thinking of that
breathe
i kn--w u got
i just wanna land
landing in a way to not be forgotten
why do we sew our arms together
when
so limber the are
remember movement?
stagnation
a dirty pool
filter clogged with
self doubt
spreading like
love or a icicle
melting from the heat
heat
hmmmm
.......
no sense
but gut
close to the finish
trip over my lips
thoughts
aactions
morals
behavior
images
feelings
watch a man or a mouse
hell do the same
water or
pleasure
pleasure
is all
we all strive to
feel something
other than the pain
we Kn--w so well
some healthy
some healthy
some deadly
one thing for sure
your momma aint gonna bail you out
your traumatic childhood is just life got it
so what...
hurt someone
be glad if u didnt
come close
yeah
got a taste.
i know haities on earth
its isolation wrapped inside
certain innocense. wrapped again with hard tusk
guilty seems like when ya know what
unwrap it
its still the same
from the start
car rides tomorrow
lie down
just realax man or child
tell ya what
b.
u know u
i know me
u dont know me
i dont know u
know is only personal
know is deep within
how much could i take
given the same
info
w/o wanting
to.l;l;,l;,;'.;'..
;'
thank you my enemy
too soon
yes divided
maybe
keppt in the dars
how hard thuis is day after day to not know the way\
minds wrapped around me like a web spiders crawlin closer
what will it =decide
ahhhhhhhhhhh
trick fafers fake
hmmmmm
all new to me
suprise simplicity
is it
im lost
in my own
desire to
want the world
to not doubt
for a
second
strict w me
dont trust
playtin games
w my life??????
got me wrong
no insult i mean to send
i am who i am
and its not what you and i saw
comin out of the
and all that
michael j
is serius sh*T
i get upset my mind
could even form anything close
ITS NOT ME
if any words i say u must beleive ( as if u dont ....tis sad )( for us)
not once nope,,,
truth
why do we sew our arms together
when
so limber the are
remember movement?
stagnation
a dirty pool
filter clogged with
self doubt
spreading like
love or a icicle
melting from the heat
heat
hmmmm
.......
no sense
but gut
close to the finish
trip over my lips
thoughts
aactions
morals
behavior
images
feelings
watch a man or a mouse
hell do the same
water or
pleasure
pleasure
is all
we all strive to
feel something
other than the pain
we Kn--w so well
some healthy
some healthy
some deadly
one thing for sure
your momma aint gonna bail you out
your traumatic childhood is just life got it
so what...
hurt someone
be glad if u didnt
come close
yeah
got a taste.
i know haities on earth
its isolation wrapped inside
certain innocense. wrapped again with hard tusk
guilty seems like when ya know what
unwrap it
its still the same
from the start
car rides tomorrow
lie down
just realax man or child
tell ya what
b.
u know u
i know me
u dont know me
i dont know u
know is only personal
know is deep within
how much could i take
given the same
info
w/o wanting
to.l;l;,l;,;'.;'..
;'
thank you my enemy
too soon
yes divided
maybe
keppt in the dars
how hard thuis is day after day to not know the way\
minds wrapped around me like a web spiders crawlin closer
what will it =decide
ahhhhhhhhhhh
trick fafers fake
hmmmmm
all new to me
suprise simplicity
is it
im lost
in my own
desire to
want the world
to not doubt
for a
second
strict w me
dont trust
playtin games
w my life??????
got me wrong
no insult i mean to send
i am who i am
and its not what you and i saw
comin out of the
and all that
michael j
is serius sh*T
i get upset my mind
could even form anything close
ITS NOT ME
if any words i say u must beleive ( as if u dont ....tis sad )( for us)
not once nope,,,
truth
no words to explain
there all read in vain
truth is truth
but words
like demon butterflys
acended
an innocent evening
turned into such dread
fear i have faced
stared in your face
pain i have fealt
misunderstood is all my fault
words
in the gutt
active mind
paranoid
fences
solitary
pain
im so much the same
what has become
will i learn
or have i been branded
is there a way
or has my mouth'
shut the door
there is no
freud
for my mnind
no roadmap
.....
respect i do
for if i thought
as you
watr=tch close
i would care
as
i gave myself a scare
voices
are in the hall
people
smiling
smirking thats all
there all read in vain
truth is truth
but words
like demon butterflys
acended
an innocent evening
turned into such dread
fear i have faced
stared in your face
pain i have fealt
misunderstood is all my fault
words
in the gutt
active mind
paranoid
fences
solitary
pain
im so much the same
what has become
will i learn
or have i been branded
is there a way
or has my mouth'
shut the door
there is no
freud
for my mnind
no roadmap
.....
respect i do
for if i thought
as you
watr=tch close
i would care
as
i gave myself a scare
voices
are in the hall
people
smiling
smirking thats all
stillness
have you fealt the stillness
life buzzing between your ears
have you fell in love with quiet
are you complaining of your isolation
do you know true freedom
have you seen the world behind
the wall
she floats in my room like the warm breeze
I look up to see the empty space
i sadden pieces of past days
in the back seat
i abandoned
what i never knew
knowing
feeling
damage done
remember
when your alone
you are the luckiest person
any man can be taken
noone gets away with secrets
if you hurt anothrt
even if u were in another planet
and you THINK
u had love
one never
knows
what effect what was left in the back seat
comes back
life buzzing between your ears
have you fell in love with quiet
are you complaining of your isolation
do you know true freedom
have you seen the world behind
the wall
she floats in my room like the warm breeze
I look up to see the empty space
i sadden pieces of past days
in the back seat
i abandoned
what i never knew
knowing
feeling
damage done
remember
when your alone
you are the luckiest person
any man can be taken
noone gets away with secrets
if you hurt anothrt
even if u were in another planet
and you THINK
u had love
one never
knows
what effect what was left in the back seat
comes back
स्पीडिंग थ्रौघ time
speeding thru time
no time to catch up
whats that your body language said
whats that evil mistress lanlord tenants
head
on a stick its what i said
3 people in my home
rented to 0ne thats true!
anything else
is just false
anything else is untrue
fuck it fuck them
there no more
pissin in the wind
dont look that way
u lookin mine
i doubt u got the time
so fuck it
fuck all
time to gain back
thats what i said
no time to catch up
whats that your body language said
whats that evil mistress lanlord tenants
head
on a stick its what i said
3 people in my home
rented to 0ne thats true!
anything else
is just false
anything else is untrue
fuck it fuck them
there no more
pissin in the wind
dont look that way
u lookin mine
i doubt u got the time
so fuck it
fuck all
time to gain back
thats what i said
गोने past
poems from a tortured soul
holed up in her room
as the deer pass
i wonder what went through her head
on that last walk of hers..
she described her death so many times
an ancient spirit
a picture years ago
was she a happy girl than
doing ballet
oh what years do
what years bring upon our weary shoulders
alone she fealt
another trip to the hospital
as mother never could really help
she was a big ball of her mothers denial
so much blaim in her words
how could her mother read
on such a dreary day
one letter of suicidal saddness
and sexual dysfunction
mixed with a bottle of anti-deppresants
one hand
my daughter blaims me for my daily terror
but you looked content
under the tree
on your death bed
wish i could have met you
i asked about you oh so many times
give edrea my email
you finally looked at my book
i wonder now seeing your
intelligance
your womanly heavanly highs
did u laugh
did u cry
did you brush me aside
i try to meet you now
i try to ressurect a moment
so i cAN see you
did we ever meet as children?
did we run and play
why did our families divide so
romanly
so separate so apart
a family always divided
from the heart
i wanted to reach out and bridge the gap
now a few letters and poems is all i have left
im sure you knew your death was near
but how my lady?
how?
holed up in her room
as the deer pass
i wonder what went through her head
on that last walk of hers..
she described her death so many times
an ancient spirit
a picture years ago
was she a happy girl than
doing ballet
oh what years do
what years bring upon our weary shoulders
alone she fealt
another trip to the hospital
as mother never could really help
she was a big ball of her mothers denial
so much blaim in her words
how could her mother read
on such a dreary day
one letter of suicidal saddness
and sexual dysfunction
mixed with a bottle of anti-deppresants
one hand
my daughter blaims me for my daily terror
but you looked content
under the tree
on your death bed
wish i could have met you
i asked about you oh so many times
give edrea my email
you finally looked at my book
i wonder now seeing your
intelligance
your womanly heavanly highs
did u laugh
did u cry
did you brush me aside
i try to meet you now
i try to ressurect a moment
so i cAN see you
did we ever meet as children?
did we run and play
why did our families divide so
romanly
so separate so apart
a family always divided
from the heart
i wanted to reach out and bridge the gap
now a few letters and poems is all i have left
im sure you knew your death was near
but how my lady?
how?
हाउ मच इस नेवर enuff
will your purple pill
offerrin me a pack of american spirits
that just came out of prison
spit it out
ya ruined any credibility i have as a human beeing annyway
so u wanna tell theh world im
??????
but you dont dare even look me in the eye
you prey on my weakness
take my friends
my positivity will grow
you cant stop it
your only
throwing flames
on jet fuel
good thing ive not a violent nature
when people know what really happenned and they may never
they may always see me as skitzophrenic
and you may be responsible for getting away with a mans sanity
and beeing able to laugh over a latte
but what does that make u
u think cuz im pissed u win
u think ur lies ur gossip cloud your whispers in the night
are in my head
u know I know
but u stay anonymous
track every move
love to wrapp all of mankinds darkside onto me. and expect me to not fight for my good name....
Im not in the dept of karma
luckily neither are you
so
u can make me shake
u can fake a fools cage
and expect him to go crazy
lucky my momma raised me well
lucky
but i have to stand up for myself
even if in this lifetime noone ever finds out the truth and im wheeleled
into an institution.
is this the story of your 30's
some sick addiction of labeling someone based on based on based on???????????????
hmmm cuz im missing it
i respect a junkie on the street selling his body to get high more than i do one who can laugh at anothers inability to control what they cant see, so hide in the courners your voices are heard
and they may affect me
but is that who ya wanna be
u dont wanna know me just who u want me to be\
and im not
cuz.
period
so follow whisper try to create a madman
youll be unnseccesful
just the crookedness behind your ways
just the sickness of your gaze
just throwin a mouse in a maze
to bang his fragile head
are we all adults
do we really want the truth
than im all ears
im done
beein who YOU want me to be
ill never feel auckward in my self
I know You see sickness
I see it too
,,,,
when does a man hide, behind his freinds
beleive what hes told
than violate a mind/body in the deepest most life scarring way and think hes not done
even perhaps worse than the man he is out to get.
rape me of my friends
strip me of all thats holey
Ill rise from the dust someday
and know what ill never do to a man
no matter what I think I know
offerrin me a pack of american spirits
that just came out of prison
spit it out
ya ruined any credibility i have as a human beeing annyway
so u wanna tell theh world im
??????
but you dont dare even look me in the eye
you prey on my weakness
take my friends
my positivity will grow
you cant stop it
your only
throwing flames
on jet fuel
good thing ive not a violent nature
when people know what really happenned and they may never
they may always see me as skitzophrenic
and you may be responsible for getting away with a mans sanity
and beeing able to laugh over a latte
but what does that make u
u think cuz im pissed u win
u think ur lies ur gossip cloud your whispers in the night
are in my head
u know I know
but u stay anonymous
track every move
love to wrapp all of mankinds darkside onto me. and expect me to not fight for my good name....
Im not in the dept of karma
luckily neither are you
so
u can make me shake
u can fake a fools cage
and expect him to go crazy
lucky my momma raised me well
lucky
but i have to stand up for myself
even if in this lifetime noone ever finds out the truth and im wheeleled
into an institution.
is this the story of your 30's
some sick addiction of labeling someone based on based on based on???????????????
hmmm cuz im missing it
i respect a junkie on the street selling his body to get high more than i do one who can laugh at anothers inability to control what they cant see, so hide in the courners your voices are heard
and they may affect me
but is that who ya wanna be
u dont wanna know me just who u want me to be\
and im not
cuz.
period
so follow whisper try to create a madman
youll be unnseccesful
just the crookedness behind your ways
just the sickness of your gaze
just throwin a mouse in a maze
to bang his fragile head
are we all adults
do we really want the truth
than im all ears
im done
beein who YOU want me to be
ill never feel auckward in my self
I know You see sickness
I see it too
,,,,
when does a man hide, behind his freinds
beleive what hes told
than violate a mind/body in the deepest most life scarring way and think hes not done
even perhaps worse than the man he is out to get.
rape me of my friends
strip me of all thats holey
Ill rise from the dust someday
and know what ill never do to a man
no matter what I think I know
day after day life turns grey like the skin on a dying man
and night after night we pretend its all right
you have grown older
and i have grown colder and nothing is very much fun
annymore
but i can feel
dont be so frightened this is just a passing phase one of my bad dayz
would u like somethin to eat
would ya
would ya like to slip between the sheets and cotemplate some violent freeway
would ya like to see me try.
oooohhhhhhh babe mothers gonna help build the wall
goodbye
cruel world im leavin u today
goodbye
goodbye
goodbye
or somethin like that
he screamedit best
and night after night we pretend its all right
you have grown older
and i have grown colder and nothing is very much fun
annymore
but i can feel
dont be so frightened this is just a passing phase one of my bad dayz
would u like somethin to eat
would ya
would ya like to slip between the sheets and cotemplate some violent freeway
would ya like to see me try.
oooohhhhhhh babe mothers gonna help build the wall
goodbye
cruel world im leavin u today
goodbye
goodbye
goodbye
or somethin like that
he screamedit best
16thandmissionclickhere
330 am awake dreaming of a
body inhabiting mine
outside the air
creates a faucet of nose
when the newspaper machine
8 my dimes
i fealt just fine
instead of dread in my head
intead of living dead
no matter how much pressure builds i will be myself
at all costs
at all costs i will learn and change and grow
and defend my integrity
at every turn i will exclaim i am brien
a good man
a man of penniless pockets
but a man with honesty
a man that picks up ogarbage
a man that envisions peace and good will
to all around me
mostly those that go against me
i wishj them well on their journey
and if their confused who iam
it is their mind
i can walk down the street with
a peace of mind
because im kind
i may get hit
i may be spat upon
but i will stay humble
I will defend my cause
i will give to the homeless when i can
i will be the man i was born to be
i will hold on to hope
i will carry on until the sun hits the sea
i will carry on until the birds talk to me
i will carry on free
of mind
free of spirit
i will solve problems of miscommunications
i will be sarcastic
i will try to fly with the rest
but if im better alone
i will stay alone
and learn about my self
i will paint i will get angry
i will confuse others with my actions
but noone can say a bad word about me
oh they can say
say anything
but it takes not away from my flight
i soar over them, i see them wake
i see them bake
i see them point
i see them.
and that is ok
i am a niche above and proud to say
i find knowledge in beeing who i am ..i will not try to dillute myself
i will not pretend not to know what i know
so those tricksters are out
of the covers
their blankets are ripped off
as my eyes penetrate throuhg you
its no matter if a man wants to trick nme
as i will see it
i will have my opinions
and loose them just as quickly
anyone can poke me,
will not blow
as i am in conrtrol.
back at the helm.
body inhabiting mine
outside the air
creates a faucet of nose
when the newspaper machine
8 my dimes
i fealt just fine
instead of dread in my head
intead of living dead
no matter how much pressure builds i will be myself
at all costs
at all costs i will learn and change and grow
and defend my integrity
at every turn i will exclaim i am brien
a good man
a man of penniless pockets
but a man with honesty
a man that picks up ogarbage
a man that envisions peace and good will
to all around me
mostly those that go against me
i wishj them well on their journey
and if their confused who iam
it is their mind
i can walk down the street with
a peace of mind
because im kind
i may get hit
i may be spat upon
but i will stay humble
I will defend my cause
i will give to the homeless when i can
i will be the man i was born to be
i will hold on to hope
i will carry on until the sun hits the sea
i will carry on until the birds talk to me
i will carry on free
of mind
free of spirit
i will solve problems of miscommunications
i will be sarcastic
i will try to fly with the rest
but if im better alone
i will stay alone
and learn about my self
i will paint i will get angry
i will confuse others with my actions
but noone can say a bad word about me
oh they can say
say anything
but it takes not away from my flight
i soar over them, i see them wake
i see them bake
i see them point
i see them.
and that is ok
i am a niche above and proud to say
i find knowledge in beeing who i am ..i will not try to dillute myself
i will not pretend not to know what i know
so those tricksters are out
of the covers
their blankets are ripped off
as my eyes penetrate throuhg you
its no matter if a man wants to trick nme
as i will see it
i will have my opinions
and loose them just as quickly
anyone can poke me,
will not blow
as i am in conrtrol.
back at the helm.
found a dollar bill
and a muse
psychic sex
yhan got abused
by a dr
cuz i was in need.
bad things happen in 6's
to get me on the path
i gotkicked down a flight of stairs
i tripped onto my destiny
cracke my tail bone
but i woke up
exchanged energy with muse
he came to say hi
grabbed a box and banged it
it contained my meds he goy my attention
today i picked up a ciggarette but
just a reaction
came outside
normally
i bum them
today
i was offerred a full box of american spirits.
spirits hmm
came out
the local art school
xcuse me do u smoke american spirits
most days im snipin them from a bag and rolling dust
for nicotine
most dayz i have no gas
i was given 5 dollars worth
most dayz i wake up down
today
i woke up
and
the world responded
yesterday id be content to let things be
today i grew some ballss
the world responds
my electricity aloud others in
today
a guy says "i just got out of prison"
would you like these aamerican spirits,
most would rather die than give one up
most do die if they dont
im sad to here kilbeys
madd
'or sad'
Hope he knows
we are there
for him
even in his sollice
we care
more than he
perhaps
ud have to Ask him
i dont like my drs that
push pills
or pharmacies that sell them
i dont like
beeing told im this
when im that.
every day i see a girl i care about
every day im not sure
if its really her
voices came in my bed
voices left me alone
professionals
cast me out on a plank
cause of a political mistake
my integrity is
dont question it
ill bite ur head off
dont treat special people
w/o care
dont think
u are the air
anything u can do can be wrong
when noone looks at u
i gotta go but i got so much more
i gotta go someone opened the dooor
i feel
do u get my appeal
i own my thoughts
i own my feet
down to my toe
step on me
ill react
this ones got life
]dr
and a muse
psychic sex
yhan got abused
by a dr
cuz i was in need.
bad things happen in 6's
to get me on the path
i gotkicked down a flight of stairs
i tripped onto my destiny
cracke my tail bone
but i woke up
exchanged energy with muse
he came to say hi
grabbed a box and banged it
it contained my meds he goy my attention
today i picked up a ciggarette but
just a reaction
came outside
normally
i bum them
today
i was offerred a full box of american spirits.
spirits hmm
came out
the local art school
xcuse me do u smoke american spirits
most days im snipin them from a bag and rolling dust
for nicotine
most dayz i have no gas
i was given 5 dollars worth
most dayz i wake up down
today
i woke up
and
the world responded
yesterday id be content to let things be
today i grew some ballss
the world responds
my electricity aloud others in
today
a guy says "i just got out of prison"
would you like these aamerican spirits,
most would rather die than give one up
most do die if they dont
im sad to here kilbeys
madd
'or sad'
Hope he knows
we are there
for him
even in his sollice
we care
more than he
perhaps
ud have to Ask him
i dont like my drs that
push pills
or pharmacies that sell them
i dont like
beeing told im this
when im that.
every day i see a girl i care about
every day im not sure
if its really her
voices came in my bed
voices left me alone
professionals
cast me out on a plank
cause of a political mistake
my integrity is
dont question it
ill bite ur head off
dont treat special people
w/o care
dont think
u are the air
anything u can do can be wrong
when noone looks at u
i gotta go but i got so much more
i gotta go someone opened the dooor
i feel
do u get my appeal
i own my thoughts
i own my feet
down to my toe
step on me
ill react
this ones got life
]dr
insane
hard to think
how many sprawling cities
and oceans separate us
hard to beleive how many sunken ships
treasures hunted for and lost
skealatons eaten clean
bottom feeders knawing on
the captains bones
all this between us
suctioned onto the window
anticipations
relations
aint ever
real intentions
love to love cuz ur u\
not becuzz ur my dream come true
tho those are the best flowers
we all want to taste from that bottle
of eternity found
dropped on the ground
security just called to lost n found
todays a day
pigeons are biting
so make sure the colour of your hair
doesnt cause a flair
than again if u dare
fuckin go out in your underwear
my body's thankin
my mind.
for walking it
to exrete
the foul taste of negativity
and down right nasty habbitted
bully's, i say to u, come to me
cowardly bully
come to me, and than
we shall play
tic tac toe
until than im no trained monkey
or tough boy
but ill go there
why not.
step on my toes.
just a ripple in a pond
u sink and are forgotten,,
by little toad.
love love love
how many sprawling cities
and oceans separate us
hard to beleive how many sunken ships
treasures hunted for and lost
skealatons eaten clean
bottom feeders knawing on
the captains bones
all this between us
suctioned onto the window
anticipations
relations
aint ever
real intentions
love to love cuz ur u\
not becuzz ur my dream come true
tho those are the best flowers
we all want to taste from that bottle
of eternity found
dropped on the ground
security just called to lost n found
todays a day
pigeons are biting
so make sure the colour of your hair
doesnt cause a flair
than again if u dare
fuckin go out in your underwear
my body's thankin
my mind.
for walking it
to exrete
the foul taste of negativity
and down right nasty habbitted
bully's, i say to u, come to me
cowardly bully
come to me, and than
we shall play
tic tac toe
until than im no trained monkey
or tough boy
but ill go there
why not.
step on my toes.
just a ripple in a pond
u sink and are forgotten,,
by little toad.
love love love
सिट उप high
siy up high from below a bellow out
hush my ears
head my phone bill stops my connection
ahh missed that along time ago
but like the man said
if u miss one bus you gor another one comin
so dont bet all your cards on that one bus
busses are so cliche'
of rumors
a buss full of blinded people
going in the wrong diresction
or is it my thoughts in the wrong direction
wish i never came unglued'
cuz puttin the pieces together can be quite arduous.
when something or someone
crashed and am i involved or
am i a passer by
the most loniliest feeling
whaen theres nothing to do w u
stop ur paranoid mind
just stop
why what
who solve solve
insanity will not run in this cabin nor this train.
not today not ever,\
hush my ears
head my phone bill stops my connection
ahh missed that along time ago
but like the man said
if u miss one bus you gor another one comin
so dont bet all your cards on that one bus
busses are so cliche'
of rumors
a buss full of blinded people
going in the wrong diresction
or is it my thoughts in the wrong direction
wish i never came unglued'
cuz puttin the pieces together can be quite arduous.
when something or someone
crashed and am i involved or
am i a passer by
the most loniliest feeling
whaen theres nothing to do w u
stop ur paranoid mind
just stop
why what
who solve solve
insanity will not run in this cabin nor this train.
not today not ever,\
हप्प हप्प 29
today just like any other day except its the 36th anniversry of my birth,born in the blizzard of 73 and last nite another blizzard of 2009.ive been told to plan my life in five year incrementsi think that makes the most sense
so as to not , plan to be an airline pilot, but at athe same time take realistic looks at where u be and go on.
i woke the other day with this phrase in my head
"rearange it all"
got to rea range it all
u know the way i see it all
makes no difference how or why ya'll
as long as thers sustanance to arange
take a step back
when ya fall down a flight of stairs and bruise your cossix
get up.
sit lightly
we can always get up
we can always see goodness
in everyone
sure they may not be in our social group
or someone we care to meet
when we were younger we thru snowballls
gathered our own i do recall
we built or own walls
helped eachother get them nice and tall
why do the same kids,,with grownup faces
gather again for eachother
that instinct of together were strong has
been replaced by every man for himself
and if ya see someone tryin to gather snowballs
steal 'em knock his wall down
thats not the way im gonna live ya'll
no matter what that aint the way
to lonliness
misery sure
seen that door
is overcrowded
im slowin down
no need to rush rush rush
take a breathe
take a drive
do something for somebody'
just because u know
itd put a smile on tier face
dont let fear of our walls beein torn down keep us small
let our walls embrace eachother let them interconnect
in ways that men can never understand
show love in mysterios wayz
it might just be what you need
so as to not , plan to be an airline pilot, but at athe same time take realistic looks at where u be and go on.
i woke the other day with this phrase in my head
"rearange it all"
got to rea range it all
u know the way i see it all
makes no difference how or why ya'll
as long as thers sustanance to arange
take a step back
when ya fall down a flight of stairs and bruise your cossix
get up.
sit lightly
we can always get up
we can always see goodness
in everyone
sure they may not be in our social group
or someone we care to meet
when we were younger we thru snowballls
gathered our own i do recall
we built or own walls
helped eachother get them nice and tall
why do the same kids,,with grownup faces
gather again for eachother
that instinct of together were strong has
been replaced by every man for himself
and if ya see someone tryin to gather snowballs
steal 'em knock his wall down
thats not the way im gonna live ya'll
no matter what that aint the way
to lonliness
misery sure
seen that door
is overcrowded
im slowin down
no need to rush rush rush
take a breathe
take a drive
do something for somebody'
just because u know
itd put a smile on tier face
dont let fear of our walls beein torn down keep us small
let our walls embrace eachother let them interconnect
in ways that men can never understand
show love in mysterios wayz
it might just be what you need
i say i say watch watch what what ch chu chu u you lookin at me me me me me me m emmeme
better be...cuz its better u than me cuz i sleep and i dream and i dont sleep and dream about beein mean
i sleep
i wake
inbetweens
the problem
if life were a dream
id row row row
id rowe
row ur damn boat
all the way to hell....
ahhhhhh
not as nice as ya thought
not as peachy cream
coffee
and a sunrise full of brim orange peeled lattes
no winin
no winin cheese
parties
pretend to float
float or get
get off
the goddamn boat
float got a whole
whats it feel like
to have your whole life sinkin
in front of
there staring eyes
when ur own mind
becomes the warden
and each cell
each reaction
guards your every move
no more fancy
easy bake
its set to broil
and devil i may be
but why doest my gd
well i kniow\
do u
cuz i do
do u
do y a y
do ya do ya
think
a thought
let it be
simmer be
i get a little deeper if ya let me
oh ok noones here
just me.
set free.
no prison.
no guards
just mind
mind
mind ur mannerrs ya hear
bleeding into insanity
better be...cuz its better u than me cuz i sleep and i dream and i dont sleep and dream about beein mean
i sleep
i wake
inbetweens
the problem
if life were a dream
id row row row
id rowe
row ur damn boat
all the way to hell....
ahhhhhh
not as nice as ya thought
not as peachy cream
coffee
and a sunrise full of brim orange peeled lattes
no winin
no winin cheese
parties
pretend to float
float or get
get off
the goddamn boat
float got a whole
whats it feel like
to have your whole life sinkin
in front of
there staring eyes
when ur own mind
becomes the warden
and each cell
each reaction
guards your every move
no more fancy
easy bake
its set to broil
and devil i may be
but why doest my gd
well i kniow\
do u
cuz i do
do u
do y a y
do ya do ya
think
a thought
let it be
simmer be
i get a little deeper if ya let me
oh ok noones here
just me.
set free.
no prison.
no guards
just mind
mind
mind ur mannerrs ya hear
bleeding into insanity
16th and mission
gotta say im likin the day.
which is where i wanna be,
godda say i keep comin back fro my fix
of mr steve kilbey
once n a while i mieet the hip ones whove seen it all
and they say "im cool" i know man
i spoke up at a gathering /where the film BLUE EYES OCCURED..HWY JUST SAW A TINI ECAmera lookinb at me on my screen so i see if i can take a great image of the greatest man..hmmm...alive
i figured it all out almost 20 years ago
the questin we all seek
why are we here.
so simple.
because of me.
or u or u
nothing would exhist w.o ur little peon opiionated brains to prick over our shit and rifl e through our dust mixing it w our skitzo bue pills dont make the hackers go away
helllo text messages show up as java on my emac--not plugged into the inernet,,,,,
how do my text messages..oh well for another day
sing it like v femmes u go girl get down get down.
somehow my brother hast created a beautifu website
do drop by
its braine 73@gmail.com
love love ....sweaty
elbow in my sleep
god i fealt bad..
nevr in the same bed again a y big bro ther o.
ok camera let mem 1st post this sad pos t
sorry excuse for a wool hat w. a baseball cap
i just know these fashion hounds ill pick it up u wait
call me a freek
best complimen ti ever did get
call me a dog,,,,
just dont
bother
as i aint got the dough to pay sprint
ps started a book and a painting,,,,like
up im a book back down im a painting and in the middle is here\
so everywhere else is wondering where thursday went or why it hasn devoured friday but it has bearer of big news
thurs gon e w the wind
,,,,,,sense reason......chocolite chip eggo
HH u win my devost mosted......chip chop...mother jamboree my fav lil ausie up in the coconut tree
and billy burroughs jr refferred that proof a rolling stone can gather moss is allen ginsberg
a fareley rareley bid due and if it were fair id be on the fairus wheel of tieeme keyboards wouldnt stick and im happy as a chick....are they all happy..chicks
or do they get eaten by ravens....dont swim in my stream todya tgheh almon are fighting for the currents and the big black bears eating i can see nen somewhere reachin in to get his din din
which is where i wanna be,
godda say i keep comin back fro my fix
of mr steve kilbey
once n a while i mieet the hip ones whove seen it all
and they say "im cool" i know man
i spoke up at a gathering /where the film BLUE EYES OCCURED..HWY JUST SAW A TINI ECAmera lookinb at me on my screen so i see if i can take a great image of the greatest man..hmmm...alive
i figured it all out almost 20 years ago
the questin we all seek
why are we here.
so simple.
because of me.
or u or u
nothing would exhist w.o ur little peon opiionated brains to prick over our shit and rifl e through our dust mixing it w our skitzo bue pills dont make the hackers go away
helllo text messages show up as java on my emac--not plugged into the inernet,,,,,
how do my text messages..oh well for another day
sing it like v femmes u go girl get down get down.
somehow my brother hast created a beautifu website
do drop by
its braine 73@gmail.com
love love ....sweaty
elbow in my sleep
god i fealt bad..
nevr in the same bed again a y big bro ther o.
ok camera let mem 1st post this sad pos t
sorry excuse for a wool hat w. a baseball cap
i just know these fashion hounds ill pick it up u wait
call me a freek
best complimen ti ever did get
call me a dog,,,,
just dont
bother
as i aint got the dough to pay sprint
ps started a book and a painting,,,,like
up im a book back down im a painting and in the middle is here\
so everywhere else is wondering where thursday went or why it hasn devoured friday but it has bearer of big news
thurs gon e w the wind
,,,,,,sense reason......chocolite chip eggo
HH u win my devost mosted......chip chop...mother jamboree my fav lil ausie up in the coconut tree
and billy burroughs jr refferred that proof a rolling stone can gather moss is allen ginsberg
a fareley rareley bid due and if it were fair id be on the fairus wheel of tieeme keyboards wouldnt stick and im happy as a chick....are they all happy..chicks
or do they get eaten by ravens....dont swim in my stream todya tgheh almon are fighting for the currents and the big black bears eating i can see nen somewhere reachin in to get his din din
oliver arms
an "you fill in the blank"
562 Divis...something wa happennin their
my energy tosed papers in the air
sex partners were a flair
jame out session
from the neighbors down stairs
long trenchcoats
and a spiiche and cheese
bong pipe motorcycle
clapping twistig morning airrr
i wont let go of those memoties]]
though they were so long ago
as compared to my lard ass
o i smoked salvia
at 36 and became part od steves bass petal,,,,,,
id say proll y not the creaam of the crop ya want legALIZED
GROWN MAN DROOING MISPELLING DAYS AFTER,,,H A GA AG GA GA GA A HII HI HIHIHIHIHHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHHHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHHHHHHHIHIHIHIHIHI
DO U SEE WHAT I SEE
IVE DONE W IT.
ALL FUN N GAMES TILL SOMEONE GETS THEIR EYE EATEN BY HOLLYWOOD
HOLLYWOOD....WEHERE W LAUFGH AT THE GROTESQUE THE KILLINGS
""OOH DID ya see thta dud eget his head caved in.......
ps cant wait till esp typing is available....seems its all there....just marketig bs politis....plus strategigic .....ect ectec te ct cte tce tce te tceectecetcet cet ct et ct e cccetttttttttttt..dont preyend to know...not a good typing day....
so i bid u ...fuck u
smiles
562 Divis...something wa happennin their
my energy tosed papers in the air
sex partners were a flair
jame out session
from the neighbors down stairs
long trenchcoats
and a spiiche and cheese
bong pipe motorcycle
clapping twistig morning airrr
i wont let go of those memoties]]
though they were so long ago
as compared to my lard ass
o i smoked salvia
at 36 and became part od steves bass petal,,,,,,
id say proll y not the creaam of the crop ya want legALIZED
GROWN MAN DROOING MISPELLING DAYS AFTER,,,H A GA AG GA GA GA A HII HI HIHIHIHIHHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHHHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHHHHHHHIHIHIHIHIHI
DO U SEE WHAT I SEE
IVE DONE W IT.
ALL FUN N GAMES TILL SOMEONE GETS THEIR EYE EATEN BY HOLLYWOOD
HOLLYWOOD....WEHERE W LAUFGH AT THE GROTESQUE THE KILLINGS
""OOH DID ya see thta dud eget his head caved in.......
ps cant wait till esp typing is available....seems its all there....just marketig bs politis....plus strategigic .....ect ectec te ct cte tce tce te tceectecetcet cet ct et ct e cccetttttttttttt..dont preyend to know...not a good typing day....
so i bid u ...fuck u
smiles
HH....Ect
HH ive been cutting newspaper clippings entitled "for HH" I aint got no damn iternet connectionenenene..so i gots a half a block college of the arts half hour per day ..so ill use most of it hea...since the dogs
of war seem to be in their houses..for now.
me car got side wiped..knocked me mirror clean off
last week me car got towed
cots my family(humility bites at 36 askin mom for the $)
when every intention is to pay her back...
but she and i know despite my good intentin that most likeley wont be the case
as scapin by i am ....
so on the positive side
i met a freind
and his friend did me str chart on her blackberry
quite advanced from the old get out the emphemeris dayz.....
been tryin to get on gettin on...despite what i see...
despite whatll just gumup the works if i mention
just must find a chair before their are none left if ya know what i mean..
peace to all the little chitlens ie y precious gracie....she keeps me goin
the sunrise, the smile of a childs innocent open eyes..could even make a grown man cry
gettin on w/ aussie music
keepin me insides and me outsies clean...so
i wont be swept up w. the rest who forgot
life is all about handin out a lil change
of war seem to be in their houses..for now.
me car got side wiped..knocked me mirror clean off
last week me car got towed
cots my family(humility bites at 36 askin mom for the $)
when every intention is to pay her back...
but she and i know despite my good intentin that most likeley wont be the case
as scapin by i am ....
so on the positive side
i met a freind
and his friend did me str chart on her blackberry
quite advanced from the old get out the emphemeris dayz.....
been tryin to get on gettin on...despite what i see...
despite whatll just gumup the works if i mention
just must find a chair before their are none left if ya know what i mean..
peace to all the little chitlens ie y precious gracie....she keeps me goin
the sunrise, the smile of a childs innocent open eyes..could even make a grown man cry
gettin on w/ aussie music
keepin me insides and me outsies clean...so
i wont be swept up w. the rest who forgot
life is all about handin out a lil change
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My Father by Mark Merrill