हाउ मच इस नेवर enuff

will your purple pill
offerrin me a pack of american spirits
that just came out of prison
spit it out
ya ruined any credibility i have as a human beeing annyway
so u wanna tell theh world im
??????
but you dont dare even look me in the eye
you prey on my weakness
take my friends
my positivity will grow
you cant stop it
your only
throwing flames
on jet fuel
good thing ive not a violent nature

when people know what really happenned and they may never
they may always see me as skitzophrenic
and you may be responsible for getting away with a mans sanity
and beeing able to laugh over a latte
but what does that make u
u think cuz im pissed u win
u think ur lies ur gossip cloud your whispers in the night
are in my head
u know I know
but u stay anonymous
track every move
love to wrapp all of mankinds darkside onto me. and expect me to not fight for my good name....
Im not in the dept of karma
luckily neither are you
so
u can make me shake
u can fake a fools cage
and expect him to go crazy

lucky my momma raised me well
lucky
but i have to stand up for myself

even if in this lifetime noone ever finds out the truth and im wheeleled
into an institution.
is this the story of your 30's
some sick addiction of labeling someone based on based on based on???????????????
hmmm cuz im missing it
i respect a junkie on the street selling his body to get high more than i do one who can laugh at anothers inability to control what they cant see, so hide in the courners your voices are heard
and they may affect me
but is that who ya wanna be
u dont wanna know me just who u want me to be\
and im not
cuz.
period
so follow whisper try to create a madman
youll be unnseccesful

just the crookedness behind your ways
just the sickness of your gaze
just throwin a mouse in a maze
to bang his fragile head
are we all adults
do we really want the truth

than im all ears
im done
beein who YOU want me to be
ill never feel auckward in my self
I know You see sickness
I see it too
,,,,
when does a man hide, behind his freinds
beleive what hes told

than violate a mind/body in the deepest most life scarring way and think hes not done
even perhaps worse than the man he is out to get.
rape me of my friends
strip me of all thats holey
Ill rise from the dust someday
and know what ill never do to a man
no matter what I think I know