blank slate the denial of human nature

इन यौर स्नेअकर डिग दीपेर

china norway, may be two goals.
get personal
why do prisons we assume
build themselves
when all we do is wait
for the pain to dicese.

prisons, we create from the
fiber of our character
even when that is so
off the beat and path

like arrows hitting and arrows hitting
does it make a difference
which ones(the same ones)
yeah
who throws
what gets hit

who purposeley (fate)
goes unarringly on ones property
w/o the knowledge of trespass

many shoot and ask questions later

miss ....mistake. looked like he was aimin at me.

but f%$%$$%$ all that
important things lie in others minds
memoried of our recreations
or memories
femininity masculiniy
used subsraact it. karma, not my time.

chance
a bridge
no other way\
but to cross

or swim
or hide in the bushes
where the
beatniks
do all those secret
scummy fishing
for worms
or fish or whatever

\but your missin it
you went yesterday
what stopped you
a car>??

or a human??

those thing'll be dealt with
in your character
the way you paint your
self

pain it sheepish and shy
or afraid
souls
';ll take advantake
and youll ski ur arse into a 3 car pile up
beyond that


moments of imagination, yeah
whats she gonna think yeah
on to somethin
comin w/ nothin
thinkin backwards
more respect the less you have
to lure her
shes smart
you know
waitin for a real soul
to care for her

guys freinds
past actions
invite good spirits
healthy ones

like that talk
w/ such a loss
but so posistive she was
such a small thing to me bu it meant so much
just to be called on to do something for her

other times
i can do it myself

my backwards thinkin
got me thinkin
myself ino the sink
some
?
times.


life freinds
give back
or when they cant they
ask why
or just do what they can

hey aaeent selfish
im here just to let u know
i still and always have cared
maybe those memories you assertain
will be mixed with new chaprers
of light
nevr wanted o give up...but you were strong

didwhat you had to do

if your somewhere and
you may think you can get out
but maybe an anonymous rope
thrown to your aide
'll come someday

cuzz you got someone
who luves yoou
and maybe is special
in anoher dimension
for
just wanted to
not be rudr
like
when that phone hung up
.....
matter
non matter

present
life freinds
know hyself bu show thyself

love'll kick down the doors
and come in
but if its a sin
youll be wonderin whos going to win

some say
your opkay
i bargain with the devil every day
alright
well, wake up
how longs this going to take
that sh&&T
yeah joshing m sh&T
this is]
reakl
and maybne
itllk eventually
rise u up from that
rat cage
and put u on that plain
to karmichit
write publish
do it freinds family laughter
dinner
warm fuzzy
no worries
'u gotto
but u know
optimism
i know u know
i just dont know u kno wi know what yoyu know i know about wehat yopuo fail to see

wish it was mje
no way
but i got a cluer
well seee

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

whoever 'she' is, i hope it works out for you, my friend....

i'm still here with my rope (a very long one)....are you grabbing hold?

love always....

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