blank slate the denial of human nature

one call

led me to a sub-world Id only heard about. One call can spend your lfes savings....Too many rides,favors spot you a ten here and there,,cuzz i gotta "show" so I see her again, last time passed out on a heavy chemical, this time shes Jane. But jane just gave up her baby..jane looks good,,but shes torn worn and sexy..put'em together and shes in my car showing me her perky breast. which I simply didnt object to. Its ok to see a womans breast,,,,she fealt the need to show 'em off, but it goes deeper...................money for her...................money for her ......................any man sexy............................shes got ahold......................Thank God I am who I am, and got her home safe.

Dean is a funny guy, but people cant take his nonstop mania. so others pay for it, He survives dating hookers, god knows how and where they end up at the end of the night...

One call connected me to people who were just human,,,,,people that were patient people that wanted to watch lost, people who hated other people.....

Most have had it rough.. everyone was 27. They gotta do what they gotta do...

But You will be eaten up a fucking live...when they dont stop callin,,,god forbid the chemical factor.... God....how can a girl so pretty who just gave away her son, sit there and get hiigh, or how can a father spend his kids b-day money on chemicals.....


Basically peope can be as nice as well intentioned and intelligent, but if there on a path that you
could too easily fall into, one MUST SEPARATE themselves....Unless.........You wanna end up
like Her ..thinking by showing a tit she'll get a few pills from soe guy...............
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ima nice guy.....sure that womanly appeal is multiplied into infinity, when your drives been in neutral for 4 years,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Light some candles.....................
ill play your game

But heres my limits
I dont trade gear for tits

if shes into me
ok...
im not fighting it
But shes just another JAne
missing her babyin a week shell be gone
does it matter we crossed paths
after a year and a thousand miles

or that this whole
INSANE need For Pleasure has
got me on redial.....

My phones dead.
Im flat broke

cant loan ya anything
I didnt say you werent goin to be alawyer
I just pointed out that beeing strung out and homeless
and a high class hooker

is kind a far away from that

dont let me get in the way of your dreams babe.....(the Blonde) escort service


they come with every excuse...........I just come here once a month

took dean two days to smell out the dirt.

Thanx for the tour

but Ive been there before]]

Ill take what Ive learned

and ill take the high

after all I paid enough for it

how can i deny it the right to be.


But My phones off.

That call is over....

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good to see ya though.

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My Father by Mark Merrill