come visit, itll be soul cleansing
evening
family is it not plane as day....
nature/GOD/ME I want To Live where The land warms my mind and I can go to places like these
this is a one go around
just need your trust , faith support....
Let me become
nature/GOD/ME I want To Live where The land warms my mind and I can go to places like these
this is a one go around
just need your trust , faith support....
Let me become
sidewalk sale
after a nap in the park. My golden elephant FANNY PACK yes xcuse 9early 90's)
was gone.....night before my strung out one i hung out with---2 's better than 1 ..well hed helped me....be well.....and ...I didnt do so well
He said...I cant go one....I have to stop,,please get us something...left him there...in the doorway.
well BTW kids -men-woman out there are more attractive/intelligent/good families ,,,so He came by after I got high and stole as i slept outside...
but i found my item and purchased it back at a sidewalk store
was gone.....night before my strung out one i hung out with---2 's better than 1 ..well hed helped me....be well.....and ...I didnt do so well
He said...I cant go one....I have to stop,,please get us something...left him there...in the doorway.
well BTW kids -men-woman out there are more attractive/intelligent/good families ,,,so He came by after I got high and stole as i slept outside...
but i found my item and purchased it back at a sidewalk store
ill get back there and u now why
its something to do and ya lie once and its time to see more than alleys and drug dealers, those are great to observe.....i menan when i first landed......my natural curiosity//people-----places----mopeds-------hamburger
mary's google it..may i say enuff
mary's google it..may i say enuff
stop killing our lower class 4 a mansion
1991 Beth malcolm took my heart virginity. all amazing memories, from first sight to the most natural neutral attraction. Thanx to Mushrooms, Art school hipsters and Red Hot Chilipeppers. Oh and Thanx for The Green station wagon.....OMg Im listening to baghdad news.....one moment....steel bed w/ shakles handcuffs.....map planning attack..torture chamber..training phacility..CRELL 2 billion afganistan......OK......Im liking sirius sattelite....F FOX and NBC ABC watered down.....why did my familiy members tragic death become a yahoo video for all.....before my aunt even knew, Been in media--my old director (small station) No camera man------would race a7 4pm to a fatalitie...causing one just 4 the 6...sports guy had a false fame thing,,,,but rachel rubel tits mcgee,,wow my own original use of tits (prvt) Blond plastic script reading-and as far as i could see..when she wouldnt look at me..she looked human....strange.....if on a local news media anchorteam, u cant keep ur ego and Oh such pleasing features for sweeps..... time to wrapp it up. smoke it and chant...I will be 2000000 more unhappy when im rich and still unhappy....
--------------adhd moments just tried to play itunes radio and record w/ imovie since ive an ancient 10.1.5.......so hey GUESS WHAT I got her out o my mind The 3rd.....Thaeres no need to write on....I fixed myself,,bigger problems
--------------adhd moments just tried to play itunes radio and record w/ imovie since ive an ancient 10.1.5.......so hey GUESS WHAT I got her out o my mind The 3rd.....Thaeres no need to write on....I fixed myself,,bigger problems
Sausolito
could this be what will complete
is this what ive been looking for
and couldnt help but find
a shelter in marin
needs vollunteers
to counsel
to answer phones
An opportunity
a purpose
-----------
My reward revisit
a land my gut
has missed for too long,
and Ive been the addictions counselor
but i was too close
besides
I might be answern phones
In any event
My familiy
may actually support
and see im about
healthy things
and not every situation
or person \
in my life is is herently bad...
Even The Fool
Gets his Fill
..so what've I to proove
shall i die alone in this apt
for fear..
my spirit...
It has no more wonderings
one can travel
and one can
be draggged underwater
by a rope.
This is a journey..
what Ive got left
is comin from the other side
its acceptance
and doing for me
w/o annymore
doubt....
Live our lives we shall..
snap decisions
LIKE someone I know
shouldnt be helped
puts a bad taste in my mouth
so Ill spice it up baby
is this what ive been looking for
and couldnt help but find
a shelter in marin
needs vollunteers
to counsel
to answer phones
An opportunity
a purpose
-----------
My reward revisit
a land my gut
has missed for too long,
and Ive been the addictions counselor
but i was too close
besides
I might be answern phones
In any event
My familiy
may actually support
and see im about
healthy things
and not every situation
or person \
in my life is is herently bad...
Even The Fool
Gets his Fill
..so what've I to proove
shall i die alone in this apt
for fear..
my spirit...
It has no more wonderings
one can travel
and one can
be draggged underwater
by a rope.
This is a journey..
what Ive got left
is comin from the other side
its acceptance
and doing for me
w/o annymore
doubt....
Live our lives we shall..
snap decisions
LIKE someone I know
shouldnt be helped
puts a bad taste in my mouth
so Ill spice it up baby
silence
oh how unexplainable
silence can be
silence my phone
silence my tone
silence my advise
because whos Listening
That active listening You talk about
No fucking one
so Instead of shhhing
and texting
get it
got to live it
in one ear
OMG THIS SI SO AMAZING
this totally is me
----Thats her alright
OMG Thier talking about my daughter
shes right here.
OMG That lady just came up to me and said
were meant to be together
No The pendulem
.....
u guys please
i just .....
I got to tell you the most amazing thing
u guys please
I come in here
this is the one place
TELL ME AFTER
OMGTHE STRESS OF THESE
two
Got ME entireley sick....
No silence
story..
I said Erin, Sammy & I want to work on some music
so you have to be quiet
Ill set You up
w/ some cards
and show you how to look them up...
fine
get to my place
can i have a ciggarrette
is it ok if i.......
use the Bathroom
smoke a joint
spill my coffee
talk about drugs
mention everything i told you not to
Oh and Music.....No Not a chance...
Im holding an unlit ciggarrette
going to set up for a recording
oh can i have another smoke, tomorrow Ill give you like........
ERIN No MORE TOmorrows
We tralked about this
I dont want you
or me to even go to a place were NOT
Im sure uve every intention
But look at your past
The movie I rented 5 days
and you cant bring it back
You LIE
YOU
dont do what you say
YOu candy coat cuzz your an addict
good 4 u ur not using'
Ur still behaving....
Look dont Crie
I could care less
OM G
GET THEM OUT'
still recovering
silence can be
silence my phone
silence my tone
silence my advise
because whos Listening
That active listening You talk about
No fucking one
so Instead of shhhing
and texting
get it
got to live it
in one ear
OMG THIS SI SO AMAZING
this totally is me
----Thats her alright
OMG Thier talking about my daughter
shes right here.
OMG That lady just came up to me and said
were meant to be together
No The pendulem
.....
u guys please
i just .....
I got to tell you the most amazing thing
u guys please
I come in here
this is the one place
TELL ME AFTER
OMGTHE STRESS OF THESE
two
Got ME entireley sick....
No silence
story..
I said Erin, Sammy & I want to work on some music
so you have to be quiet
Ill set You up
w/ some cards
and show you how to look them up...
fine
get to my place
can i have a ciggarrette
is it ok if i.......
use the Bathroom
smoke a joint
spill my coffee
talk about drugs
mention everything i told you not to
Oh and Music.....No Not a chance...
Im holding an unlit ciggarrette
going to set up for a recording
oh can i have another smoke, tomorrow Ill give you like........
ERIN No MORE TOmorrows
We tralked about this
I dont want you
or me to even go to a place were NOT
Im sure uve every intention
But look at your past
The movie I rented 5 days
and you cant bring it back
You LIE
YOU
dont do what you say
YOu candy coat cuzz your an addict
good 4 u ur not using'
Ur still behaving....
Look dont Crie
I could care less
OM G
GET THEM OUT'
still recovering
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