16thandmissionclickhere

330 am awake dreaming of a
body inhabiting mine
outside the air
creates a faucet of nose
when the newspaper machine
8 my dimes
i fealt just fine
instead of dread in my head
intead of living dead
no matter how much pressure builds i will be myself
at all costs
at all costs i will learn and change and grow
and defend my integrity
at every turn i will exclaim i am brien
a good man
a man of penniless pockets
but a man with honesty
a man that picks up ogarbage
a man that envisions peace and good will
to all around me
mostly those that go against me
i wishj them well on their journey
and if their confused who iam
it is their mind
i can walk down the street with
a peace of mind
because im kind
i may get hit
i may be spat upon
but i will stay humble
I will defend my cause
i will give to the homeless when i can
i will be the man i was born to be
i will hold on to hope
i will carry on until the sun hits the sea
i will carry on until the birds talk to me
i will carry on free
of mind
free of spirit
i will solve problems of miscommunications
i will be sarcastic
i will try to fly with the rest
but if im better alone
i will stay alone
and learn about my self
i will paint i will get angry
i will confuse others with my actions
but noone can say a bad word about me
oh they can say
say anything
but it takes not away from my flight
i soar over them, i see them wake
i see them bake
i see them point
i see them.
and that is ok
i am a niche above and proud to say
i find knowledge in beeing who i am ..i will not try to dillute myself
i will not pretend not to know what i know
so those tricksters are out
of the covers
their blankets are ripped off
as my eyes penetrate throuhg you
its no matter if a man wants to trick nme
as i will see it
i will have my opinions
and loose them just as quickly
anyone can poke me,
will not blow
as i am in conrtrol.
back at the helm.

found a dollar bill
and a muse
psychic sex
yhan got abused
by a dr
cuz i was in need.
bad things happen in 6's
to get me on the path
i gotkicked down a flight of stairs
i tripped onto my destiny
cracke my tail bone
but i woke up
exchanged energy with muse
he came to say hi
grabbed a box and banged it
it contained my meds he goy my attention

today i picked up a ciggarette but

just a reaction

came outside

normally

i bum them

today

i was offerred a full box of american spirits.
spirits hmm
came out
the local art school
xcuse me do u smoke american spirits
most days im snipin them from a bag and rolling dust
for nicotine
most dayz i have no gas
i was given 5 dollars worth
most dayz i wake up down
today
i woke up
and
the world responded
yesterday id be content to let things be
today i grew some ballss
the world responds
my electricity aloud others in
today
a guy says "i just got out of prison"
would you like these aamerican spirits,

most would rather die than give one up
most do die if they dont

im sad to here kilbeys
madd
'or sad'
Hope he knows
we are there
for him
even in his sollice
we care
more than he
perhaps
ud have to Ask him
i dont like my drs that
push pills
or pharmacies that sell them
i dont like
beeing told im this
when im that.
every day i see a girl i care about
every day im not sure
if its really her

voices came in my bed
voices left me alone
professionals
cast me out on a plank
cause of a political mistake
my integrity is
dont question it
ill bite ur head off
dont treat special people
w/o care
dont think
u are the air
anything u can do can be wrong
when noone looks at u
i gotta go but i got so much more
i gotta go someone opened the dooor
i feel
do u get my appeal
i own my thoughts
i own my feet
down to my toe
step on me
ill react
this ones got life
]dr