blank slate the denial of human nature

sexed up apartment

she said this apartment could get ya laid, as the clothes literally fell
wow your like a rockstar..if you say so..for months and months she couldnt be touched
i was the nice male not trying where i wasnt wanted, how things change when shes feelin randy, how my apartment got me laid..
ha ha
was it the ceilings or the 10 foot pillar or the window sill she stood on naked, with the shade covering her breasts..whatever combination thereof the energy mixed, excited raw...she just wanted what Id been wanting funny how when she wants it she gets it
just a few slow kisses,,it'd been awhile for her after the baby and all so she was nervous and shy..well the shy part went out the window literally hopefully a good show fo some poor old bloke, like that word bloke...god never seen a girl so self conscious of her breasts , so she lost wait, they looked fine to me...guess this is my kiss and tell..skip if it makes ya sick i wont go into too much detail other than she rocked my world....ravaged my neck with a giant hickie and i left her one in a place that wouldnt get her in trouble and if shes tellin the truth about her x not havin sex than it should be of no consequence,
only that botheres is she always has to go...says maybe i can stay over tomorrow tomorrow turns today.and ive got to drop her once more to her x's..as she needs to spend time w/ him...this is where things get complicated and perhaps I shouldnt attempt to assert my will....I got the good part the part of her heart
she hadnt let annyone close, especiallyt him...so I go on another day
w/ a shit eatin grin as she would say..could this ever turn into something more
than sex in a rockstars loft??

tune in to sex in the small ass city..and find out

ha

ppoem

reaction distraction
start to a new episode
ooops what'd i do
found a freind in the road

too many dark places
yet to be seen
why cant i let a moment be
w/o me getting in the way

youve nothing to prove
long way from accepting
what i am now

best like an afternoon
before darkness falls

afraid of myself
afraid of it all

love came fast
took me by suprise
left me dancing until the sunrise

it left faster
leaving me sick
left me w/ my own
my own world of shit

so long i cried
a child
imprisoned inside

why'd you come
and cover the night
let me love your gazing stars
from depression to obsession
a gift from god
why'd the pain have to come so fast
you said you LOVED me
no intention of making it last.

it was an earthquake
out of our control
it took out my apartment
but left your soul

i didnt let go
wanting no other
you were gone
you werent my lover

i never blaimed you
torn in two you were
between a steady stream
and a rain shower

so you cold sing
I could listen to you forever
you taught me perserverance
and the strenghth of the will

all i could think about

DAD

DAD
My Father by Mark Merrill