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I wonder who these people are surfing bloggs to leave negative comments
there is a way to ..I man what the hell are they doing there, if they cant get over ones word usage......its all funny but what one man started is turning into a late night chatroom, where yoiu got straights yeah f;;ing str8's ganging up on ....

and not even knowng what one is thinking ..but always beeing loud.....how can annyone
try to edit someones thoughts or critisize them....a man does an incredibly self-lessact.....one in which he does not have to,,,,says good mourning.......is strong enough to have the balls to face himmself...gives fans who hve this intrinsic need
to devour anything close to 'fame'

this is just a blogg
not a forum
on mankind

if someone is a bit too wise
and in their own ppersonal thoughts
gets a rise out of ya
than Id say
your a borring person...

if your offended be offended
soak it in.....feel it,,because you are it......

sick of tip toing
around
scared ofwhaT "THEY " WILL THINK

THIS is not for you
im not here to impress
or undress
your desires
im not trying to get my thoughts published

some are so so careful...
oh I need toi be looked at
as a true artist

i must only show what I think
One whom influences me
something that they will
attractttt...

does it matter
really what is it?

i hear lots of people
talk
talk about how addiction is a disease
but god forbid that disease
isseen

we must put it in the closet
shut the door

we only pay homage to the light
we've forgotten john lennons
words...
we are all to comfortable to forget
where we came from...when things
are cozy...
ill never be able to explain it
its vibes
sensations
there either there or there not

its like priviliged

you have the aproval stamp..let him in the door

but that one...he doesnt look right to me

sound familiar
that one looks jwish, thatpones
a ------ who let all that riff raff into the room.

isnt it nice to burn our plastic edges
close our minds to a theory


a man
is in the hospital
he needs
care

he'staken in
I mean he needs noone to feed him
he just needs air
and aplace around 'family'?
a place not to be judged

but his past follows him like a vulture
u cant predict
when the vulture will dive....

u see my heart
dictates...

if I had the choice between
making a huge difference in someones life(not living for them)
and.....a paranoia that....My life will be somehow
touched...I may not sleep as good at night.....i guess its luck
some of us get
other souls to nurture
our spirituality

some of us are left out in the cold
left...left...
so ill take a right
I dont need

guess i got confused
didnt mean to spoil your
tea

someday
the 'perfect '
ideal
will
knock
on your
door

inside a dream.