blank slate the denial of human nature

polarity limo

beleive it
when you see it
when you wish for something
and you perservere
you will get it

it will come
in the form of a situation
that could be out of control
oh dont you know it

cant imagine
a mind
like his

or even a worry free state
even if your limo
is arrivin
and 75 people
reply to your blog...

im at no fancy coffee shop

i got no fancy car
or ideals that I
must push onto others

call me when you need something
never cuzz you need me

human
it is
using eacother

so get on with it
im the after weekend guy
call me for a movie
or a cup of coffee..


Gotta book 3 weeks in advance
shit, the holiday inn
is more hospitable

do I threaten ya that much
is it the bitch
the one who's made up her mind
and cant stop yappin
perhaps if she's shut the f up for a bit
and listen,,,she may actually
be a bit more comfortable

and he....
what is that about....
all twisted in a pretzel,
fuck.....
bloods not thicker than water...

cant be brought a dose of reality
cant let go of a paranoia....
its a bad time
god a deer on the couch
one who
is there ,,,,


ive seen the change
its easy for me
u dont gotta prepare
for my presence
or lock your medicine


c'mon
one day ya
laugh and talk

One time
shit, isnt living about
beeing able to see
w/o walking a mile in your shoes
is it so bad....

too give a man a helpin hand
one whos actually swimming against the tide
not some floater..who cant see ,,and just lets
the water wash over him time and again

my life is just as real as
annyones
..............

one time
you wouldnt have cared
to share
your inner sanctum

im on the outs you see,
somethin you dont want to be
so easy to say ,
if he just did this
or that
or snapped out of it
let him lie in his bed
he has to learn
help will only hurt

i had a dream where these women, started just to spin me
give me a little momentum
thats all i needed
and i was flyin through the air
.....
what will be will be

DAD

DAD
My Father by Mark Merrill