landing in a way to not be forgotten
why do we sew our arms together
when
so limber the are
remember movement?
stagnation
a dirty pool
filter clogged with
self doubt
spreading like
love or a icicle
melting from the heat
heat
hmmmm
.......



no sense
but gut
close to the finish
trip over my lips

thoughts


aactions

morals

behavior


images


feelings


watch a man or a mouse
hell do the same

water or
pleasure

pleasure
is all


we all strive to
feel something
other than the pain
we Kn--w so well

some healthy

some healthy

some deadly



one thing for sure


your momma aint gonna bail you out

your traumatic childhood is just life got it

so what...

hurt someone

be glad if u didnt

come close

yeah

got a taste.



i know haities on earth


its isolation wrapped inside
certain innocense. wrapped again with hard tusk
guilty seems like when ya know what
unwrap it
its still the same
from the start
car rides tomorrow

lie down
just realax man or child
tell ya what
b.
u know u
i know me
u dont know me
i dont know u

know is only personal

know is deep within





how much could i take
given the same
info
w/o wanting
to.l;l;,l;,;'.;'..
;'


thank you my enemy


too soon


yes divided
maybe
keppt in the dars









how hard thuis is day after day to not know the way\
minds wrapped around me like a web spiders crawlin closer
what will it =decide

ahhhhhhhhhhh

trick fafers fake
hmmmmm
all new to me



suprise simplicity
is it

im lost
in my own
desire to
want the world
to not doubt
for a
second



strict w me

dont trust

playtin games


w my life??????



got me wrong
no insult i mean to send


i am who i am

and its not what you and i saw
comin out of the

and all that

michael j
is serius sh*T


i get upset my mind
could even form anything close


ITS NOT ME

if any words i say u must beleive ( as if u dont ....tis sad )( for us)
















not once nope,,,
truth

no words to explain
there all read in vain

truth is truth
but words
like demon butterflys
acended
an innocent evening
turned into such dread

fear i have faced
stared in your face
pain i have fealt

misunderstood is all my fault
words
in the gutt
active mind
paranoid
fences

solitary
pain

im so much the same

what has become
will i learn
or have i been branded

is there a way
or has my mouth'
shut the door

there is no
freud
for my mnind

no roadmap

.....

respect i do
for if i thought
as you

watr=tch close
i would care
as
i gave myself a scare

voices
are in the hall
people
smiling
smirking thats all

stillness

have you fealt the stillness
life buzzing between your ears
have you fell in love with quiet
are you complaining of your isolation
do you know true freedom
have you seen the world behind
the wall
she floats in my room like the warm breeze
I look up to see the empty space
i sadden pieces of past days
in the back seat
i abandoned
what i never knew
knowing
feeling
damage done
remember
when your alone
you are the luckiest person
any man can be taken
noone gets away with secrets
if you hurt anothrt
even if u were in another planet
and you THINK
u had love
one never
knows
what effect what was left in the back seat
comes back

स्पीडिंग थ्रौघ time

speeding thru time
no time to catch up
whats that your body language said
whats that evil mistress lanlord tenants
head
on a stick its what i said
3 people in my home
rented to 0ne thats true!
anything else
is just false
anything else is untrue
fuck it fuck them
there no more
pissin in the wind
dont look that way
u lookin mine
i doubt u got the time
so fuck it
fuck all
time to gain back
thats what i said

स्पिरिट्स gaze